Teddy's name: Teddy Lost
Age when sexually assaulted: 18mths to 16yrs and beyond
Who assaulted Teddy: dad and various relatives, strangers and partners
Town or State where the assault happened: sydney to queensland
Teddy's message to the world:
Although the memories are burried to deep to retrieve at this late age in life, there is undoubted proof to the abuse starting in my informative yrs as a child, other victims have risen their heads to confirm, and the borderline personality disorder along with the dissasociativness into fetal position are here with me everyday of this long long life of almost 50yrs, relationships are hard even now, i am a hermit with a smiling mask to be worn in public, i have studied every book i can find, but i cant replace a childhood that doesnt exist for me! I chose not to have children from the fear of it all, and only now do i relize how alone i really am! But i am here to stay, so finding my true purpose in this life is on my agenda, helping others and at the same time helping myself heal, thanku teddy lost, i will love my inner teddy always because i do have value in this world, and most of all i am strong! PS-- perpitrators should get life sentences, just as we have life sentences trying to repair our pain! Kisses and hugs to all us Teddys, stay strong!
Age when sexually assaulted: 18mths to 16yrs and beyond
Who assaulted Teddy: dad and various relatives, strangers and partners
Town or State where the assault happened: sydney to queensland
Teddy's message to the world:
Although the memories are burried to deep to retrieve at this late age in life, there is undoubted proof to the abuse starting in my informative yrs as a child, other victims have risen their heads to confirm, and the borderline personality disorder along with the dissasociativness into fetal position are here with me everyday of this long long life of almost 50yrs, relationships are hard even now, i am a hermit with a smiling mask to be worn in public, i have studied every book i can find, but i cant replace a childhood that doesnt exist for me! I chose not to have children from the fear of it all, and only now do i relize how alone i really am! But i am here to stay, so finding my true purpose in this life is on my agenda, helping others and at the same time helping myself heal, thanku teddy lost, i will love my inner teddy always because i do have value in this world, and most of all i am strong! PS-- perpitrators should get life sentences, just as we have life sentences trying to repair our pain! Kisses and hugs to all us Teddys, stay strong!
2 comments:
Comment received from Donna via Teddy Tour's facebook page:
"Kisses and hugs back to you. I think you are very brave :-) xoxoxox"
Comment received from Hannah via the Teddy Tour's facebook page:
"You are strong and getting stronger. May the Teddy Tour make you feel as though you are not completely alone, at least in spirit. And each day give you a little more strength, a little more love, a little more hope and, eventually, a whole lot of Peace. Love and Best wishes for your future. ♥ "
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